Thursday, 28 June 2012

breathing ain't easy

Okay so i already forgot I had this blog.. and i'm hoping to use this for whats inside my head...

So I've been working very diligently on my inner light. Living in positivity and what not.. but lately.. it's been really, really hard for me to keep calm. Is life just trying me??? Challenging me? Cause it's not nice...

My insomnia has been acting up so badly lately, I'm not sleeping, and in turn it makes me cranky with the world... I find myself waking and not wanting to get up... but i know it's not depression. I know when those feelings are here.. I dunno Carleen was saying something about feeling a funk coming on.. I think I might be having one as well.. I'm constantly tired I'm unhappy with a lot of things.. I dunno..

It's like 5am and i'm super tired, but cannot sleep... no matter how hard i try.. i dunno, maybe i'll try to now..

xoxo

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